I’ve left behind quite a few of my rituals. A lot of my comforts have been laid aside for what we here like to now call, my “new normal”. Writing is one of those things. I used to write every day. I craved the outlet. I felt like I was documenting, recording, venting, being transparent. Maybe … [Continue reading]
She’ll be here soon…she won’t leave me like this
You’ll never see me hurt or cry in public. No way. Not that I never cry. I can’t remember the last day I didn’t cry- the fear, the fucking failure. The nights of aching pain, the endless treatment, the doctors appointments, what feels like pointless endless doctors babbling on about the … [Continue reading]
Why you gotta be so mean?
I thought I had coped pretty well with the HELL that has been my life the past couple of weeks. And I mean rained the fuck down on my life.... But … [Continue reading]
If I give up, they take over…
I'm not talking about the different parts of me- I've been in major self-destructo mode for a couple of weeks now, most of that goes undetected by … [Continue reading]
The difference between a good friend & a best friend

A good friend wishes you a happy Mother's Day. A best friend remembers how hard Mother's Day is for you and randomly sends you a text (after her 3rd … [Continue reading]
Frankly, my dear…
I don't give a flying fuck... That's what Rhett wanted to say to Scarlett, but I'm pretty sure the word damn was like *gasp* 'I can't believe he … [Continue reading]