You’ve lost that zen feeling…whoa that zen feeling

Ok...I never had that zen feeling.... But I'm on full anxiety tilt. Like the hair on the back of my neck standing up (if there was any hair on the back of my neck). I can't put my finger on one thing, or maybe it's everything from the past several weeks hitting me from behind on top of current … [Continue reading]

I’m not coming down until this shit is cleared up!


Damn, there's some depressing and anxiety provoking shit going on out there...and part of me is drawn to it even though I know I should stay away from it. according to a pie chart I saw yesterday on cnn, I'm not the only one. The bern threatened not to come downstairs until I stopped the … [Continue reading]

Well this is all major suckage

I don't know what to think about this roller coaster and I'm trying hard to hang on- but I'll be honest.., it is so difficult! I want to live! But I'm … [Continue reading]

Lost…what happened, happened

Over the course of the last month I watched Lost, all 120 episodes of it. I realize it's been over for 10 years since the show was released and I … [Continue reading]

What is the value in our suffering and who am I to judge to suffering of another?

There's so much going around about the 29 year old with stage 4 brain cancer who has chosen to "die with dignity" on November 1st. This has sparred … [Continue reading]