“Life” isn’t fair – but this isn’t a “life”

I am struggling deep in my heart right now. I'm trying...to spend less time "waiting" and just figure out a way to be content in this part of my journey. But I'll be honest, I have no idea how to do that. When they say life can change in an instant- believe them. I feel very much on edge, my … [Continue reading]

endure the ride

So many times I have rolled my eyes as people say, "you are so brave", "you're so strong". I am strong - I was knit together many years ago with a fierce fortitude. But I have never been brave. I have put on a "brave face" - but I am not brave. I have, in fact, always suffered from major anxiety … [Continue reading]

Totally my idol!

I haven't been sleeping well lately, so when I woke up around 1am and checked my phone to see what time it was, I noticed that Meryl Streep had given … [Continue reading]

Miss you already

On Wednesday my best friend showed up, out of the blue, at my house... I felt like I had won the publishers clearinghouse. Only it was so much nicer … [Continue reading]

the unfairness of my life made someone’s day better yesterday. She’s welcome

You know how some people see a blind person and they automatically start talking louder like the blind person is also deaf?  Weird, right? Like the … [Continue reading]

See ya on the other side

I was so sad to hear that Carrie Fisher died today.  When I heard she suffered a heart attack on the 23rd I was really praying she would pull through. … [Continue reading]