It’s a life, not a hayride

When I look back at the year that has passed by I honestly can’t think of one thing I have accomplished this year. I have done nothing. Gone nowhere. Spent time with very few people. This was a year of no growth for me. No growth whatsoever. Was there healing I wonder? Sometimes it seems not. … [Continue reading]

You’ve lost that zen feeling…whoa that zen feeling

Ok...I never had that zen feeling.... But I'm on full anxiety tilt. Like the hair on the back of my neck standing up (if there was any hair on the back of my neck). I can't put my finger on one thing, or maybe it's everything from the past several weeks hitting me from behind on top of current day … [Continue reading]

I’m not coming down until this shit is cleared up!


Damn, there's some depressing and anxiety provoking shit going on out there...and part of me is drawn to it even though I know I should stay away from … [Continue reading]

Well this is all major suckage

I don't know what to think about this roller coaster and I'm trying hard to hang on- but I'll be honest.., it is so difficult! I want to live! But I'm … [Continue reading]

Lost…what happened, happened

Over the course of the last month I watched Lost, all 120 episodes of it. I realize it's been over for 10 years since the show was released and I … [Continue reading]