Argued with the therapist – she got defensive – was not helpful at all “can I please have my Friday and not deal with you dumbass??”". SuRe!!! I’m sure as always I’m a dumgb fucking intrusive bitch!

The hus Was eavesdropping- overheard the whole conversation! “you’re still fucking dealing with her dumbsss???? After all these years?? Your fucking dying! You csnt concentrate in being HERE with your family??? For the time you have left?”. She has never fucking helped you ! She has only EVER made thimbgs worse for you! Wtf?! Why are you still talking to her!?

Yeah! You’re right ! She’s right! They were right!!! All the voices were right!!!! How bout I’m so fucking afraid and u don’t hear me??? And she doesn’t hear me! No one hears me! So I may as well already be gone!!? There’s a better place after here, right? Fuck all of you!
I’m out! I am so fucking done !!!!
Enjoy your Friday and sat and sun …and the rest of your fucking life! I wouldn’t “call” any of you if my body was fucking ignightedcin flames!!!!!
I’m already gone!
Signed…sealed…delivered!
And don’t fuckimg PRETEND like I didn’t fucking SCREAM for help!!! Over and over again